John Barrowman has revealed he had suicidal thoughts following the fallout from his flashing scandal on the sets of Doctor Who. Barrowman, who apologized for his actions in 2021, described his behavior as 'tomfoolery' intended to entertain colleagues, though it was later portrayed as sexual harassment. The controversy resulted in him being sacked from Dancing On Ice and led to a significant decline in his mental health. He expressed feeling abandoned by friends and feared being 'cancelled'. Despite his struggles, Barrowman decided against suicide due to the impact it would have on his loved ones. He is set to appear in the new series of Celebrity SAS: Who Dares Wins.