Allison Holker Reveals tWitch's Ayahuasca Journey Impact in Memoir

In her memoir 'This Far: My Story of Love, Loss, and Embracing the Light', Allison Holker reveals how her late husband, Stephen 'tWitch' Boss, was profoundly changed after an ayahuasca journey, describing it as a significant turning point that left him with something missing in his eyes. Holker expressed her sadness over the challenges he faced, stating that while she will always celebrate him as a wonderful person, she cannot overlook the impact of his choices on their children. She noted that their son Maddox and daughter Zaia are receiving therapy to cope with the emotional triggers stemming from their father's death by suicide in December 2022. Additionally, Holker disclosed that Boss left her with significant debt, debunking the misconception that she inherited his wealth. She highlighted the bureaucratic challenges she faces in managing his estate, as he did not leave a will. Despite these struggles, Holker is encouraged by her children's resilience as they work through their grief and find joy again in life.