Freddie Flintoff has opened up about the traumatic effects of his near-fatal crash while filming Top Gear in December 2022, revealing he struggles with anxiety, nightmares, and flashbacks. The accident, which left him with severe facial injuries and led to the BBC suspending the show, has profoundly impacted his life, making him feel like he 'genuinely should not be here'. In his upcoming documentary series, 'Freddie Flintoff's Field of Dreams On Tour', he candidly discusses his emotional turmoil and the long road to recovery, stating that he often isolates himself due to the anxiety stemming from the incident. Flintoff acknowledges that he has changed and will have to deal with the consequences of the crash for the rest of his life. He expresses determination to move forward and make the most of his second chance. The series, filmed over two years, will showcase his journey as he returns to cricket with young players in India.